Dear Purva!
I can really understand what you are going through now, right now from your messages I can make that you are going through huge emotional burden and condusions and because of this unnecessary thoughts and feelings are going in your head.
This emotional stress is caused only by you which is created by the kind of questions you ask yourself and mostly lots of questions like whether I'll be able to clear or not, whether I'll be able to make my dad proud or not, whether I'll be able to write exams properply or not?. This are confusion oriented questions and mostly remain unanswered and eats up your precious time only thinking.
Results and success is future oriented which is not in your control and also you cannot manage it, but certainly you manage your actions which ulimately leads to success.So you should totally focus on actions.
Remember this type of feelings and confusion will not crop up when your thoughts,words and actions are in congruent(same).Work on these things you will dramatically perform well and acheive whatever is in front of you.
Clearing IPCC in first or second or third attempt doesn't have any impact on your so called BIO data but your ATTITUDE does have great impact in your life.Right now you shouldn't think anything but just focus on preparing with whatever time you have and rest you leave it to your performance in exam.
Just go write your exams(THIS ATTEMPT) and hope for the BEST.
THINK GOOD, DO GREAT
For any other querry you contact me & give feedack how this message has helped
With Regards,
Harsh Jain