Friend,
Don’t talk like this friend and stay away from negative thoughts. I promise you that you haven’t done any mistake and you are far ahead than your friends. You know what your best quality is --- your vision is clear and you have the rare ability to achieve it. My friend you are really blessed. You should not regret about the past.
Real truth is --- the burden of failure in your student life, in your professional life, in your family life is much more than the burden you are feeling now for not enjoying your life like your friends, which now is still possible with your family and friends.
Kindly consider God has saved you from some of the most burdensome situations of life like exam failure, low confidence etc. You know student life failure is one of the most powerful reasons of student suicides and you and your mind and your family is totally saved from this kind of problems.
You are very lucky my friend ki “jaisa tumna plan kiya waisa hi hua bcoz you made it possible which means you are a sincere and powerful guy.” Here lots of students are trying hard to get success but still facing failure. They don’t know the meaning of enjoyment. So please don’t say that you are in the most worst phase of your life and remember “kuch paana ka liya kuch khona bhi padta hai.” And believe me whatever you got is much more long lasting then the things you have lost.
Just consider that in the initial 15-20 overs of your life you have played carefully and now you are set and can play the shots of your choice. Also remember your batting power play is remaining. It is better to set yourself first if you are interested in a long inning rather than got yourself out early.
Always remember God has also given bowling power play to the opponent team (adverse life situations). Hence it is imp to set yourself on the pitch to face the bowling power play.
So just thank God and your Parents for all the wonderful blessings and success.
Bhaisaab, aap convince ho gaye hai ya main aur bolu?
Best Regards
Ankur Garg