Do you enjoy life as a CA

I was not determined to be a CA , I am not a CA yet but at this age 32 I will be starting my journey again .

I don't know what I am meant for.

I just want someone to help me put.
a person who is not nerdy.

I can express only this much right now.
I am not happy. I don't feel happy.

I don't want to ruin my life.