Dear SIR,
Plz. Give some guidance about my confusion about career (life.)
In 1994 I enter in the 10th Standard, Select Drawing subject so I have to change the class, because students are merge which has Drawing subject. I FAIL IN EXAM. I reappear after six month and pass the exam.
In 1996 When I decide to take 11th commerce, But my father advise me to take the science. I can’t understand at that time due to immaturity (or not serious about the study) of lake of decision power. And finally take admission in 11th SCIENCE, FAIL IN EXAM. I take readmission and pass the 11th science.
In 1998 enter in the 12th science, FAIL IN EXAM. I take admission in computer course in one of the private computer institute. From 1999 TO 2005 I try to give the exam of 12th SCIENCE BUT NOT PASS.
Finally I change the stream from SCIENCE to COMMERCE. I clear that one AFTER 3 TRIALS.
I got married and also a child (2 year) till now.
Right now I am doing BCA from IGNOU. Once more the subject (MATHS) that I face difficult to pass in 12th science is also one of the subject in BCA (Jis subject se bhagta tha wahi subject samne tha). Till not clear the subject.
During this period (11 years), I face lots of demoralization sentences from family and friends (like you can’t understand anything, you can’t do anything, you have no concentration, and you have no Qualification (No graduate) etc… I lose my little confidence every time.
If I ask anything there is common answer for me “You can’t understand” (Tane nahi samjan pade.)
I fill so nervousness, lonely etc…. I think I have to take advice from psychiatrist or not.
I also registered myself in one of the professional course last year.
I am so confuse, even I also forget about which thing I have passion so I make that one as career.
Plz. Help me..
them well; in "their" way. 
CAclubindia
