bhai same here but i did many good thing now a days. First Avoide non veg. Second thing everyday start prayer. Third thing, I started to teach. Not only for money just contribute to society.I want to donate which God blesh me that is education. Every thing will be happen in a good manner. Read Bhagbhat Geeta, What is your. What you lost. Everything is just dream in life. Just see and forget. Win, Lost every thing just dream. Just wake up like Arjun, Do for your parent, For society. Every day donate very little Amount. Just do one thing start to give some food to birds,pigeon.dog. Some time do dance on bhagti song like ABCD2 lord Krishna, Sing song. Most important thing add value ,see you tube class like IFRS,Practical Knowlege like R2R,O2C,P2P.
And then Say OMM Surya Deva Namo Nam. Surely Every thing will God. Now My Marriage life upto end But i start my life with new energy . Nothing lost just a dream over. Jag Ja pyare