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Gurpreetkaur (article) (110 Points)
18 July 2013Gurpreetkaur (article) (110 Points)
18 July 2013Originally posted by : Gurpreetkaur | ||
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i wana die.. i wana finish my life... god is also doing partiality with.. why he doesnt saw us???? why he doesnt help me??? whats my mistakee???i wana die |
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The Below article is to explain the God's nature ,It is same in all religions with slight modifications.
Ananyas chintayanto mam ye janah paryupasate, tesham nityabhiyuktanam yoga-kshemam vahamy aham (9.22): “If you resort to Me, it shall be My duty to take care of you. I shall provide you with all your requirements, and I shall also see that what you have been provided with is secure.” A compassionate statement – not only you will be given what you want, but that which is given will be protected, safeguarded.
Commentators have a question: Is not God kind to everybody, or is He kind only to those who resort to Him in consciousness? Does He not provide food, clothing and shelter to everybody, or does He give it only to those who resort to Him?
Yes, it is true that everyone is taken care of by the Almighty Lord, and that even an ant that crawls is given what it needs. But it is said that in the case of ordinary individuals, the protection is granted through a series of operations. Their karmic bodies are associated with the Supreme Being in a very indirect manner, whereas direct action is different from indirect help given through accessories, agents, lesser gods, or through the fructification of karma. In the case of those who are perfectly united with God – like saints Tukaram, Jnanadev, Ekanath and others – God does not merely provide what they need; He becomes a kind of servant, as it were, of these bhaktas.
There was a Brahmin who was fond of this sloka. He devoted himself entirely to this one verse, and trusted entirely in God’s mercy and compassion and capacity to provide him everything. He was a beggar, and had to go for alms every day. He had a family which he had to feed – children crying for food – and every day he had to go about to get enough alms for the maintenance of his family. One day it so happened that even when he wandered throughout the streets the entire day until till sunset, he could not get even one grain. He came back disappointed. The children asked, “Papa! Where is the food?” His wife asked, “What has happened?” He replied, “I do not know. God has deserted me. He has not fulfilled His promise. I tried my best by wandering throughout the day, but I could not get even one grain of cereal.” He children were crying and his wife was anxious. “False is this promise!” the Brahmin exclaimed in anger. In those days, scripttures were written on palm leaves, as there was no printing on paper. So the verse from the Bhagavadgita – ananyas chintayanto mam ye janah paryupasate, tesham nityabhiyuktanam yoga-kshemam vahamy aham – was written on a palm leaf. He tore that sloka with a nail and left the house in disgust.
About an hour or so after he had left, a boy came to the house with a big bag full of cereals and grains, etc., threw it on the veranda and loudly called to the Brahmin’s wife who was inside: “Here are the rations sent by your husband.”
But the boy’s tongue was torn and bleeding. The wife asked, “Who sent this?”
“Your husband has sent,” the boy replied.
“My husband? I am very glad. What is the matter with you?”
“He was very angry with me because I was a little late, so he tore my tongue.”
She said, “This is a horrible man! What kind of person is he? You are a servant, you brought the rations, and he had the cruelty to tear your tongue?” As she was saying this, the boy vanished.
When the Brahmin came back, his wife said to him, “What has happened to you? You are a fool. Are you out of your mind? You tore the tongue of the boy who brought the rations which you sent.”
“I didn’t send any rations,” he said. “I didn’t tear the tongue of any boy. Where are the rations?”
She showed him the bag. “The rations are sufficient for a month,” she said, “but blood was pouring from where the boy’s tongue had been torn.”
He fell at the feet of that lady. “You are my Guru from today because you had darshan of the Lord. I am a sinner. Because I tore the sloka, I could not see Him.”
There are many stories of this kind. This is an incident that took place in Punjab sometime back. There was a railway guard who had to be on duty at 8pm in the evening, and before that he happened to go to a satsang. He thought that he would remain in satsang until 8 o’clock and then go to the station. The satsang inspired him to such an extent that he fell into a state of ecstasy. He remained in this state all night, and forgot the time. In the morning he became conscious that he had not gone on duty at the railway station and thought, “What happened to the train? What is the matter? Now what will happen to me?”
He repented very much, and went to the chief officer and said, “I am very, very sorry. I could not come on duty. I do not know what happened to the train. I was to be on guard duty.”
“What is the matter?” the officer asked. “You were on duty. I saw you,” he said.
“Don’t talk to me sarcastically. I could not come,” said the guard.
“What are you saying? The train went on time. You were there. See your signature in the attendance register.” It was there. His attendance was marked and his signature was also there.
He was stunned.It seems he wept before the Almighty and said, “O Lord! If Thou art so kind to me, I shall devote my entire life to you only!” He immediately submitted a letter of resignation, left the service, and spent the rest of his life doing bhajan and kirtan.
The lives of saints are replete with instances of this kind. Another case is Bhadrachalam Ramdas, who was put in prison because he could not replace the gold coins of a Nawab, which he had distributed to the poor. Immediately somebody came with a bag of gold coins and threw it in front of the Nawab. The lives of saints are standing illustrations of the truth of this great statement of the Almighty, which is applicable not only to saints and sages, but to every one of us. Perhaps we are saints in the making.
Ananyas chintayanto mam ye janah paryupasate, tesham nityabhiyuktanam yoga-kshemam vahamy aham. If we are undividedly united with Him in our soul, in our heart, in our spirit, thinking only That, brooding over only That, and every day there is no occupation except this, to those who are ever united in the deepest spirit of their being, to them there is no fear, no lack, no penury, no sorrow, no suffering, no fear – because it shall be seen by God that all things are put in order. Eternally awake is the Almighty in His omniscience. Here is a gospel in a single verse, considered by devotees as a precious jewel, an ornament in the middle of the great scriptture of the Bhagavadgita.
Ye’py anya-devata bhakta yajante sraddhayanvitah, te’pi mam eva kaunteya yajanty avidhi-purvakam (9.23). What about those who worship minor gods? They also get their fruits. It has already been explained in the Seventh Chapter that the fruits they get will have a beginning and an end. They worship the Supreme Being unconsciously, through limited concepts of lesser divinities. They do not know what they are actually worshipping. They have only a narrow notion of a located god, who will give only a prescribed grant and a thing asked for, for the given moment of time. “Unconsciously they are worshipping Me, because even the little blessing that comes from the lesser gods is actually a grant acceded to by Me.” We need not go into the details of this subject, as we already have studied it in the Seventh Chapter.
Aham hi sarva-yajnanam bhokta cha prabhureva cha (9.24): “I am the Lord of all the fruits of sacrifices, I am the enjoyer of all these offerings made in the sacrifices, and I am also the impeller to the action of the performance of sacrifice; but people do not know that I am that.” Na tu mam abhijananti tattvena: “In reality, people cannot know Me. They know Me only as invested with form and shape and name and location, according to their capacity to think in terms of space, time and objects. They suffer on account of limited vision, even though I pervade all things and am shining before their eyes as this world. But their inner perceptive insight cannot visualise that what they see with their eyes as this world of manifestation is I Myself shining through these names and forms. Through all the eyes I see and through all the ears I hear, through all the feet I walk and through all the hands I grasp. All the activities of all individuals are really My activities. I am doing all things. Even the perception through the sense organs is conducted by Me only, but people do not know this reality.” Ataschyavanti te: “Therefore, they fall down into the state of rebirth on account of attachments to limited concepts of what is good and bad for them.”
Yanti deva-vrata devan (9.25): “If you worship gods like Indra, Varuna, Mitra, etc., you will go to them.” Pitrn yanti pitr-vratah: “If you worship the forefathers, pitrs, you will go to them. Bhutani yanti bhutejya: “If you worship demons, you will go to demons.” There are demoniacal pisachas, etc., who are considered to be lower divinities capable of granting small rajasic and tamasic blessings. If you worship them, you will become that. Yanti madyajino’pi mam: “If you want gods, go to gods; if you want pitrs, go to pitrs; if you want demoniacal natures to immediately come to your help – okay, do that; but if you come to Me, you are really safe. Those who worship Me in truth – ‘in truth’ is the word that has to be underlined, tattvena – not as I appear but as I am really in Myself – if one can contemplate on Me as I really am in Myself – as the eternal principle not involved in the perishable names and forms – if they can resort to Me by meditating on Me in this way, they shall be really blessed and they shall not return to a mortal coil.”
“I shall be easily pleased. My worship is not difficult.” We do not require large assets to please God. The samarpana, or the naivedya that we have to offer to God is simple. Patram pushpam phalam toyam (9.26): “You can offer a leaf; I shall be satisfied. You can offer a single flower; I shall be satisfied. You can offer Me a spoon of water with devotion to Me; I am fully satisfied with it. But it has to be offered with devotion.” What is offered is not of consequence in the eye of God. The bhava, or the feeling, or the mode, or the attitude with which it is offered is what counts. God does not want anything from us – not large wealthy estates and naivedyas, not many kinds of delicacies. God has enough of these in His Vaikuntha, in His Kailasa, in His Brahmaloka. These are not going to be the means of His satisfaction. But if our heart is there, then of course He will accept it. If our heart is not there, the offering is devitalised. Devitalised naivedyam is not accepted. And, finally, the vitality comes from us only. If we offer ourselves, that shall be the greatest pleasure to God. If we offer something that is dear to us, that is also a pleasure to God, but a lesser pleasure. But if we offer something that is not dear to us – an old coin, or a torn note – that is not going to satisfy God because He knows our feelings, our motives. Even before we think, He knows what we are going to think. So no deception, no trick, can be played here. “I am simple and accessible in a very, very, easy manner.”
It is said that Arjuna and Bhima were worshiping Lord Siva. Arjuna was collecting tons and tons of bilva leaves and offering mountains of these leaves to Lord Siva in worship; and Bhima was also worshipping Lord Siva, but he did it only in his mind. He had no physical leaf, and did not bring anything from the forest to offer to Lord Siva. One day, it seems, Arjuna and Bhima were taken to Kailasa for some reason. They saw cartloads and cartloads of bilva leaves being brought by the ganas of Siva, and they were poured at his feet. And some people were also bringing little handfuls of leaves, and throwing them. Arjuna asked, “Who are these people that are bringing little bunches of leaves and offering them, and who are these who are offering cartloads?” “That little bit is what that has been offered by Arjuna, and the cartloads are the offerings of Bhima.” “Bhima! He never does any worship,” said Arjuna. “He has done the worship, and Lord Siva is pleased,” they replied. Bhima offered cartloads, because his mind was there; and Arjuna offered a little bit, because it was a physical offering.
Tad aham bhakty-upahrtam asnami: A leaf, a little particle sticking to the vessel in which Draupadi had her meal satisfied everyone in the whole universe. Their stomachs started bloating with the satisfaction of overeating on account of a little leaf that went into the mouth of this cosmic person, Bhagavan Sri Krishna. “I am easily satisfied if it is offered to Me with devotion. Because you have come to Me with an utter spirit of self-surrender, I shall accept what you give – even a spoon of water or a leaf, or even a thought. I shall be happy even with the thought of your surrender to Me. Forget the leaves, etc; even the idea is sufficient for Me. Your love for Me is enough for Me, and I know that your heart is for Me, and I shall take care of you.”
“Whatever you do, O Arjuna, offer it to Me.” Yat karoshi yad asnasi yaj juhoshi dadasi yat, yat tapasyasi kaunteya tat kurushva mad arpanam (9.27): “If you offer anything in sacrifice, yajna, let it be to My satisfaction. I am the universal bhokta, or the enjoyer of all sacrifices. If you eat anything – a meal, breakfast, lunch – let it be offered to Me.” This kind of offering of food which goes into our stomach as a dedication to the Almighty is described in the Chhandogya Upanishad. It is called pranagnihotra. Pranaya svaha, apanaya svaha, vyanaya svaha, samanaya svaha, udanaya svaha – people chant these mantras and sip water five times before they start their meal. This is a ritual known mostly to Brahmins. The idea is that we should not eat our meal like animals, gulping it like pigs or swallowing it like dogs. Our attitude towards food should not be that of an animal. Food is a sacred offering to the divinity inside who digests whatever we eat through the Vaisvanara fire – pachamyannam chaturvidham. The pranas are the digesters of the food. If the pranas are not satisfied with the food that we throw into our stomach, it is not going to be received. Disturbed pranas do not receive any kind of delicacy; and if the stomach is not operated by the Vaisvanara agni, the food is not going to be digested.
“Whatever you offer outside in the form of sacrifices – in yajnasalas – that is also an offering to Me, and whatever you offer inside also by way of a meal that you take, that is internal yajna that you perform as pranagnihotra. Therefore, may your actions be devoted to Me, dedicated to Me. Whatever be these actions, whether secular or religious – clerical, military, business, sweeping the floor, or anything that you perform according to the station of your life and location in society – let it be dedicated to Me, and you shall see that you are taken care of abundantly by the guardians of the Earth.”
“If you do tapas, spiritual practice, yoga sadhana, let that also be a satisfaction to Me.” Do not be under the egoistic impression that you are independently doing some yoga for your personal salvation. If you are a spiritual seeker, this ego should not even be in you. You are a humble, simple ray of the Almighty that is seeking unity with it. Therefore, your meditations are actually the highest kind worship that you perform, the greatest naivedya that is offered, the best gift that you can think of as pleasing to God. Tatkurushva madarpanam: “Let all this be given to Me.”
“Let there be no responsibility on your part. Place all responsibility in Me, and I shall feel very happy to take all the burden of the whole world on my head.” It is said that Dattatreya, the great sage, carries a bag when he goes for alms, and he asked for the sins of people. The alms that Dattatreya seeks from people are the sins. “How many sins you have committed? Bring. I will put them in the bag.” He digests the whole thing. Like that, God will absorb all our errors, mistakes, misconceptions, sins; and we will find we are purified in an instant by the repentance for the sins that we committed, the determination not to commit these sins again, and a whole-souled devotion to God in Whom we have such faith that we believe entirely – without any doubt, with all the recesses of our being – that He shall protect us. Whatever we think, that shall take place. Whatever we believe in, that shall materialise. Whatever we deeply expect, that shall be granted to us; and if we expect the grace of God, it shall be poured abundantly upon us.
Subhasubha-phalair evam mokshyase karma-bandhanaih, sannyasa-yoga-yuktatma vimukto mam upaishyasi (9.28). Sannyasa and yoga have already been discussed in earlier chapters – in the third, fourth and fifth chapters – and it is mentioned once again here. One who is an adherent to the dharmas of sannyasa and yoga – renunciation and actual practice – such a person is freed from all the results of good and bad deeds. Karma-bandha is broken. Karma is supposed to be binding, and no one can be freed from the bonds of karma. But here is a recipe to break the chain of karma; and the laws that usually operate in the world of space and time – the three-dimensional realm – do not operate in the four-dimensional realm. That is the meaning of saying that even sins are pardoned and destroyed. If we commit a mistake in dream, we are not punished for it when we wake up. Whatever be the mistake that we commit in dream, it is absolved merely by the fact of our waking. So is the case with any mistake that we commit here. Any error, even any sin is abolished completely, root and branch, because we have awakened into the consciousness of the eternal four-dimensional Absolute.
Samo’ham sarva-bhuteshu na me dveshyo’sti na priyah (9.29): “I have neither friend nor foe. Like sunlight and rain, I pour myself on all people equally. But if you do not open yourself to Me, the light will not shine upon you and the rain will not affect you in any way. I am equally accessible to all.” The basic fundamental reality behind all the names and forms is one and same: satchidananda svarupa – Existence-Consciousness-Bliss. It is equally present in all names and forms – in inanimate matter, in insects, in ants, in reptiles, in animals, in plants, in human beings, in the gods in heaven. It is equally present everywhere, as the ocean is equally present and at the root of all the ripples, waves, etc., that appear on its surface.
“I am equal to all. I have no friend or enemy, and I do not have any partiality in respect of any person. The intensity of your meditation will be the determining factor of the extent of grace that will be poured upon you automatically, and I do not look upon you as a friend or an enemy. You shall reach Me by the spirit of sannyasa, renunciation in respect of all names and forms, and yoga, which is inner communion that you practise daily as your sadhana.” He is like a judge of the supreme court whose dispensation is totally impartial.
Samo’ham sarva-bhuteshu na me dveshyo’sti na priyah, ye bhajanti tu mam bhaktya mayi te teshu chapy aham: “I am always inside you, and you are inside Me, if you are devoted to Me as Sudama was devoted, as Vidura was devoted, as Draupadi was devoted, as the saints were devoted.” God is so kind as to say that He shall dwell in us and take care of us, and shall put us inside Him and save us from all the sorrows of life.
Even the worst of sinners can be saved. There is no sin that cannot be burnt in the fire of wisdom. Api chet suduracharo bhajate mam ananya-bhak, sadhur eva sa mantavyah (9.30): “He is to be considered as a saint – even though in the eyes of people he is a culprit, a criminal, a sinner – provided he has resorted to Me, and his heart has been purified by the repentance that he has felt in his heart and the devotion that he has shown to Me honestly, sincerely, without any kind of restriction.” There is no sin before God. There is no hell before Him, as there is no heaven before Him. If there was really a hell, God would also see it; and if He saw it, it would be in front of Him. But the Universal Being, Who is bliss and eternity incarnate, does not see hell in front of Him.
The mistakes, the karmas, the sorrows and the hells and heavens that we speak of are the reactions set up from the forces of nature to our own actions; and these reactions cannot cease as long as we are bound hand and foot through this body in terms of space, time and objectivity. But if our soul rises beyond the limitations of this body and does not get attached to anything that is in space and time, the very concept of sin is destroyed because it is relevant only to the world of space and time. So when we are free from space and time, and our worship is through the soul rather than through the mind or through the hands and feet, then all forces – even the greatest gravitational forces of the planets – are overcome, because no law in this world is a law in that eternal realm. The laws of eternity and of temporality which catch us here bit by bit and annoy us, and manmade laws, or scripttural laws, or laws made by anybody – every law is completely negated. This is because they are valid only in the three-dimensional world of space and time, and are completely invalid in the waking of the soul into Universal Existence.
As I mentioned, all experiences of dream are invalidated in waking. Whatever be the experiences of sorrow or joy, emperorship or beggary – whatever we have been undergoing in dream – the whole thing is abolished in one stroke merely because we have woken up. Waking consciousness is superior to dream consciousness. A beggar in waking is certainly happier than a king in dream. The point is not whether one is a king or a beggar; the point is whether one’s consciousness is superior or inferior. One’s superior consciousness of that eternity abolishes all the laws of this temporality of earthly existence. “So he is to be considered as a saint who has resorted to Me whole-heartedly, even if in the eyes of society he has been a very bad fellow, because ananya-bhak bhajate mam – undividedly, wholeheartedly, he is melting his personality. He has poured himself into Me.”
Devotion to God is the subject of Chapters Seven and Nine, and it is difficult to put into words the spirit of the kind of devotion that is actually expected from us by the Almighty. An ordinary devotion of a ritualistic type, or gauna bhakti, as it is called – a secondary type of devotion – will not do. Only a devotee can have the vision of the Universal, and nobody else. Even with all one’s learning, with all one’s sacrificial merits and all one’s tapasyas, one cannot have this vision. “Only bhaktas can see Me” is the statement in the Eleventh Chapter. But what kind of bhakti is it? What kind of devotion is it that transcends tapasya, transcends charity, transcends Vedic knowledge, and transcends every kind of good thing in the world?
It is not something that we offer by way of scripttural study or a garland or ritualistic performance in a temple or a shrine. Superior to all this is the soul wanting God – not merely our mind or our physical personality feeling pain and expressing a desire to unite ourselves with God. The deepest in us asks for the deepest in the cosmos. That is the highest devotion, which is described here in various forms in the Seventh and the Ninth Chapters. It reaches its culmination in the coming chapters until the Eleventh, where only God is shining, to the exclusion of even the existence of the devotee.
N.Prakash
(Working)
(71 Points)
Replied 18 July 2013
Dear Gurupreet,
Take things in your stride.The world doesn't come to an end with a failure.These are temporary set backs.Testing times to see how strong you are.Do some introspection and find for yourselves the reasons for failure.Prepare a plan as to how you can overcome this failure.
If a building constructed is demolished it does not mean that you stop constructing new ones.Resolve that you will build again until it becomes a monument for others to cherish.There are ups and downs in life these events shouild make you strong.Push yourselves into doing things.
As far as job is concerned if you are willing to learn and work hard the doors will be open whereever you knock.About friends don't compare yourselves with them.Always compare with yourself and do better each day.A star shines bright only in darkness.Failures are stepping stones to success.Next time when you clear you will be given the latest membership no. and above all you will be having the latest chip in your brain which others may not have.Start your day fresh forget the past.Wish you best of luck for Novemeber,2013.
Priya
(trainee)
(384 Points)
Replied 18 July 2013
WANNA DIE...NYC DECISION...JYADA SE JYADA KYA HOGA
1. When ur mom dad will cry for u ...and u ll watch them from heaven....highly needed to console them...u ll not be there............icai ka toh kuch nai jayega
2. When ur friends and brother/sister will call u loser out of pain ...u ll not be there to prove ur point....
3. Next term when everybody will pass there exams ...although u ll want to try once more ...u ll not be able to....
Do one thing jab marna hi hai to thoda postpone kar do...EK TERM AUR EXAM DE HI LO....LIKE UR LAST ATTEMPT...woh kehte hai nai
GIRTE HAI SEH SAVAR HI MAIDAIN-E-JUNG MEIN
WOH TIFIR KYA GIRE JO GHUTNO KE BAL CHALE
Priya
(trainee)
(384 Points)
Replied 18 July 2013
NIDHI
(M.Com,CA Final Student)
(226 Points)
Replied 18 July 2013
Just want to say that please once think about Your Parents, I knw how it feels when v tries our best but still cudnt achieve..But suicide is not a only solutions for the problem, we always think that Why Me?, but think about others who have faced more bitter situation in their lives and still survived..
Gurpreetkaur
(article)
(110 Points)
Replied 18 July 2013
CA Tripurari Kumar Thakur
(Accounts Excutives)
(144 Points)
Replied 18 July 2013
hum log god pe trust nahi karte darte hai unse....ki unko nahi manunga to kahi fail na kara de....dear friend na hi wo fail karate hai na hi pass..its all abt time wait for your time......good luck for nov 2013..........khud pe wiswas rakho daro mat........yaha tak jo laya hai wo aage v le jayega..........what ever it is..time ,god,or most improtent that is you...
Vicky
(none)
(38 Points)
Replied 18 July 2013
Gurpret ar u better than this person. See this video . Have this spirit . AIm for rank
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2xtCFRYS-ZA
if u can put effort lik this father u will pass
Back in the Game
(a)
(1273 Points)
Replied 18 July 2013
Gurupreet....
"God has created this life to test the best human beings So that he can reward them with hell or heaven in the life after death." -
This s the purpose of life......
i understand your situation what you are going through in ur mind,
i ve one request to you identify the purpose of life...Whats that in this life you need to do with top priority...
i knw of couple of CA's who suicided due to some personal problems..CA is indeed nedeed for this life...
but you can even be content within yourself in your striving to achieve it...And trust me you will achieve it one DAY BUT IN THIS PROCESS ,YOU WILL IDENTIFY GOD....
The ONE ultimate truth of life which anyone in this world can predict with 100% certainity is DEATH.
BUT no one pays heed to it- We plan a lot for uncertain materialistic crap on this world but there is one certain EVENT death about which many people speculate on heaven or hell ,Dont you think we should take a chance to look deeper and analyse LOGICALLY whats after death??
if u really believe in GOD ,then identify GOD and ANALYSE what HE wants from you and in back what will HE reward you back with....
you ve brain think and ponder over it...
AND just think No human on this waks on ths earth walks sin FREE,but there are 2 category of sinners one who are God conscious (like you Whom God loves) and another who have lost the dignity of their soul....
The First category GOD will test repeadtly( test could be any form Failure ,Financial ,health etc) ,why cos HE loves them ,he wants to walk them sin free when they die so HE can reward them with heaven in the life after death,...
The Second category -HELL IS WAITING FOR THEM.
Identify GOD and purpose of life ,Forget the past ...Start Afresh In the name of ONE GOD.
I WISH SUCCESS WILL BE YOURS...the Day is not far -CA Gurupreet
Pakshal Shah
(Practicing Chartered Accountant)
(271 Points)
Replied 18 July 2013
Always remember :
Construction of wonder takes longer tym den construction of an ordinary bldg and once d wonder is constructed...it can defend the heaviest odds
Kanika Jain
(Fresher)
(180 Points)
Replied 18 July 2013
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WANNA DIE...NYC DECISION...JYADA SE JYADA KYA HOGA 1. When ur mom dad will cry for u ...and u ll watch them from heaven....highly needed to console them...u ll not be there............icai ka toh kuch nai jayega 2. When ur friends and brother/sister will call u loser out of pain ...u ll not be there to prove ur point.....icai ka toh kuch nai jayega 3. Next term when everybody will pass there exams ...although u ll want to try once more ...u ll not be able to.....icai ka toh kuch nai jayega Do one thing jab marna hi hai to thoda postpone kar do...EK TERM AUR EXAM DE HI LO....LIKE UR LAST ATTEMPT...woh kehte hai nai GIRTE HAI SEH SAVAR HI MAIDAIN-E-JUNG MEIN WOH TIFIR KYA GIRE JO GHUTNO KE BAL CHALE |
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Kanika Jain
(Fresher)
(180 Points)
Replied 18 July 2013
Sry to say ..for what u want suggestions EXACTLY ..best way of suicide or way of preparation for exams ..
What u thnk if u die u will become CA and evryone ( ur parents, friends) will be happy ...
Listen Try to recollect ur confidence and start studying again from begining and Only by STRONG DETERMINATION AND CONSTANT EFFORTS ..U WILL BE ABLE TO CLEAR CA ..
Spend some tym with ur family ..go for small trip ..leave this thought and live life happilly ...:))
KEEP SMILING :)