Urgently need some proper guidance and encouragement from CAs!!

Hi Sir/Madam

I finished my +12 mpc and wanted to do something different than go to engineering. So I joined CA classes and wrote CPT and cleared it with good marks in Dec 2011. Then after going for IPCC full time coaching, I wrote exams in Nov 2012. I was full of confidence in the practical exams and was assured that i could secure minimum passing marks in theory papers and full of complacency. So i was full bent on enjoying my holidays.But reality dealt a crashing blow and i failed my exams. To escape the realty I started reading novels and lost myself in the addiction and only wrote CA exams as a passing. Now I have thorougly cleared my addiction but found that the 7yrs have passed, but i still don't have a qualification and wasted my life. I now want to whole heartedly study for CA Can I have some encouragement to pursue it please??