I think the only pragmatic solution as of now is that you Don't think about it now... i know its difficult but this is the time for you too study... and you have very less time... Even if you feel that you cant refrain from thinking about it... put this worry for the time after exams....
Now...
See the Sunny Side...
1) you have given three attempts... it means you are well versed with the subjects... know the content... every bit of it.
2) you have access to this woderful knowledge resource... CCI...
Share your queries, Try to remember what you wrote... why did you not get the needed marks...
3) this is something i did in my attemt... did this just for some topics in each subj coz i did not have enough time due to sickness
first complete the rtp's of last 3-4 attempts... fast...
then go for compilations...
imagine u have exams the very next day... be spedy...
4) catch atleast two fellow students or friends...
one who is weaker than you in studies.... make that person understand the topics... in that process you will learn much more than him/her... and much more than before....
second...who is more knowledgeble...may be a senior... ask your queries...ask him/her the way they wrote the answers in exams.... just one thing in mind... he/she has got more knowledge than you... and you want it... need it... then the only way is ASK...
and yes... believe that you are no less than others... play some outdoor games too... will boost ur energy... provide confidence... the much needed thing...
All the Best...