Its time to strategically think, plan every step, browse every job fields, then path to get the job ( i mean the skill n qualification ).
first thing you should enrolled ur self to b.com private.
second thing start learn Ms excel n Ms word, & tally it will hardly take 6 months to be expert in these
now its time to join a job, for that u should visit c.a. firms with resume quoting excel n tally skilled
now you u r on track now... give your b.com exams n regularly go to office
after one year or two year you can reconsider your self to peruse c.a. course or not, as your graduation is about to complete you can think about some competition exams or if you are enjoying working in c.a. firm then go for LLB course it is way easy n you can continue your job in c.a. firm as it will promote / support yr current work, by the time you can a tax counsultent , a good accountent and many more...
once you get enrolled ur self in any job, earning starts coming to you, half of your pressure will be gone, as you can plan things in smart ways, for e.g. what else you should learn to support ur job promition...
after certain period of time as ur family expense is going to increase after ur marriage , start teaching accounts or tally , ms excel anything for 2 hours daily gonna give u approx 7-8 thousands additionally to ur regular income .
All I have said is just a advice how to think… use your brain , analyze ur surrounding whats else u can do
don’t think about suicide… I can understand what is giving u pressure ( time n marriage ), if simply think by avoiding marriage only nominal income will be far sufficient , I m not saying do not get married , I m saying don’t go 4 extreme steps , just try to over come every single thing giving u trouble, by hard work, planning, n thinking ….