Should i leave ca course

Sirs I have been studying CA pcc and this coming November will be last attempt for CA pcc I already cleared 1st group I'm studying well for 2nd group but I'm getting lots of fear if I fail again this time like I did in last 8attempts I will be kicked out of the course by icai.. I'm feeling so terribly bad, don't know how well I could prepare for next attempt due to this fear I failed in last attempt ie., may 2012 by mere 6marks I got 144marks I'm getting disheartening .