@ Siddharth
Very few students dare to speak about their problems publicly. Those who speak prove helpful to all who can't speak.
1. First of all, forget past. It may take time to do so, but for the sake of your own benefit; forget what is lost. ( When we lose our dear ones; we don't cry for more than 3-4 days ).
2. Your life has just begun.
3. You have whole life before you to make a bright career.
4. Whatever mistakes were there; now prepare and plan in such a manner that all your deficiencies are wiped off.
5. For this even if you devote 3 more years; it is a win-win position for the life.
6. Don't see others. They got benefits of their skills and carefulness about the career.
7. Just having a qualification of CA is not a solution to make a very bright career; please keep this in your mind all the time.
( This quote may be a surprising for you - but it is a fact ).
8. There are many ways to make a bright career, but this forum is specially written for CA students.
9. If you are in tension after reading this; it means now you realized your mistakes.
10. In day one or one or two months; it would not be possible to rectify all the deficiencies at a satisfactory level.
11. Learn to play with books pleasurely.
12. In tension; performance will always be poor despite you have ability.
(See a cricketer who gets tension at 90 to score a century). Till 90; he was not tensed. But when he reaches towards century; 10 runs looks difficult for him.
Same is the position of most of the CA students. They reach upto 90%; but lose confidence of qualifying specially in exam days.
Right now you just concentrate on the studies and forget about the result. Focus on learning and revising them reguarly. Your relax position will boost your confidence and you would be able to perform better than others.
Wish you all the best.