Reality Check


(Guest)
Hi all ,

It is my earnest request to understand my position and help me/guide me.

Recently I realised that I am coming out of mental illness(29) and now going to start my ca final preparation.

I have already posted many things and since now I have gained some maturity and understanding about all the mundaneness and life ..

I am in a problem where it will take me time to recover(ADHD) may be about 3 years.

And meanwhile I need to complete my CA and get practical exposure which is 0 in my view about anything including technology .

I have to educate myself with so many things .
I feel according to my nature and position I should also get educated in stock trading and earn to give me and my family a better future.

I don't know if I will get married or not.
All I know is I am in a troublesome position which only I can understand better.

CCI is a public platform but for me my remaining life is very crucial.

I want to live with sense of joy and life at its fullest.

Otherwise I won't be able to handle the pain.
I was a studious person and had lot of really toxic experiences.

My parents cannot understand.

I have tried to make them understand. But it's no worth.

People have made me a joke.

I left a so called Corporate job where I went through such worst environment ....main almost pagal ho gaya tha....

I was about to suicide but I made a choice to quit the job and work on my physical and mental health along with studies and all the household chores.

I beg the reader to help me by letting me know what shall I do.


Main jitna samajhdar banta ja raha hu uss basis par query post kar deta hu.

I know it's idiotic.
But one who is really mature would understand my pain and agony.

I have gone through a harsh time.
I have lost very precious years.

please help...i m literally crying right now....

Delhi/NCR is the worst place to be in india.

I would like to relocate from here.
Either Gujarat or Bangalore but before that I need to educate and get good practical exposure.

Is there anyone who can help me out with sincerity.