Plz help plz.. its about my career

frnds i wastd my lyf by nt stdyng.. my first attmpt of ca final was may14 and i didnt stdied and gav 2nd grp and i faild.. next nov14 i didnt appeard as i didnt prepared.. may15 i was stdyn but i between i thought i will nt b abl to do grp1 so continued with grp2 and i was preparn nicely but god knws what happnd and in d last mnth i didnt stdied at all so was nt able to revise and so my xams were nt good and i knw will nt clear.. frnds i need suggestion that what shall i do.. dekha jaaye toh abhi tak i didnt stied for c.a final at al... and nw i m gettn frustrartd. plz help whthr i should do job and stdy bcoz nov 15 is do or die for me.. my parents are highly hopeful for me.. what to do.. i really want to do this tym... i really want.. plz help me to decide a nice path... plz frnds.. i m really down... i rathr strtd stdyn. but sometimes i feel what i did.. i wastd my precious attmpts by joking.. nw what shall i do...