i just want to say that its better that u think what u want to do in ur life, jab usse nhi mile the aap us time wt was ur dream , agar is time aap uske baare me sochoge apna valueable time waste karoge to aap ek aise person ke liye apna time waste kar rhe ho jisne aapko hurt kiya , jab bhi aap study start karte ho aur aapka mind udhar jata h to u should think about ur future and parents, socho ki tumhe degree leni h and as soon as possible, apni family ko 1 gift dena h in the form of CA's degree, unhone aapko life me itna support kiya h aur aap thode time phele mile 1 ladke ke liye (jisne ki tumko itna hurt bhi kiya h )apne parents ko unki khushi se dur nhi karoge , unki khushi jo ki aapko ca banta dekhne me h and tum apna 1 attempt waste nhi kroge uske liye...
it may possible ki aapko lag rha hoga ki aaj jo aapke sath ho rha h vo bhut bad experience h aur tum kabhi bhul nhi paoge but 3-4 months ke baad sab normal ho jayega, bas yaad rhega ki kuch aisa hua tha but hurt nhi karega , to in 3-4 months ko kyu waste kiya jaye, apne aap ko itna strong bnana chahyie ki log hume hurt na kar ske, is tarah ke incidence se apni life me problems nhi aane deni chahyie rather in sab problems ko itni choti bna do ki kitni bhi bdi problem aaye u can easily handle that one, its not tht ki its easy to say and hard to do, once u start thinking like this, u will automatically get result...