Darsh*t
It is really sad that you lost your friend becoz you spoke lies to her. The good part is that you have realized your mistake and have dared to admit it. Your friend will appreciate your gesture some day and patch up. If she does not, then its fair that you have been punished for your mistake. “Honesty is the best policy”, holds good in personal and professional life. Your story is bit similar to mine, I also lost the chance to become a friend of someone whom I really like (well its not bcoz I lied to her). I know it hurts when you want to speak to someone and don’t receive any response from them. However, life does not end here……so chill and let’s hope you get many more friends.
Anshuman