My Thoughts - Written by Sk. Abdul Aziz (Myself)
My mind's flooded with thoughts
My heart's racing at the rate of knots
The sub-conscious is bombarded by a barrage of tricky questions
Memories of the past come and haunt me every now and then
I don't know where to end and where to begin
People change like the seasons
Though I couldn't ever quite figure out the reasons
Love nowadays is pretty akin to money
Comes and goes at every alternate moment
Anger for me is momentary......
I usually keep it dormant
I don't intend to be a role model
I can never be one
I never quite enjoyed the winters
Always like the sun
Girls r special.....they seem to exude serenity and innocence
We boys can be handsome but they r beautiful in the true sense
Fame's good....fame's crazy
U let it get the better of you and u stop seeing clearly....everything seems hazy
Love's beautiful.....takes u in a different zone.....
....You're in a world which is completely ur own
Temptation's a necessity.....to some extent unavoidable
Hatred is a harsh reality......it's inconsolable
I wonder if we ever reveal our true side
It's like we mask our emotions and tend to hide
How often do u breathe the name of ur saviour in ur hour of distress?
How patient r u during moments of stress?
When the going gets tough and the path to success seems rough......
.........Have u ever thought of giving up?
At times i feel weak......i feel dizzy
Then again at times i'm in a tizzy
My love's beautiful....my love's pure.....
It's strong and can certainly endure........
..........the test of time.
We live in an age of media hype
The girls just seem to ignore me....tell me..."I ain't their type."
Am tired of livin' in isolation
My love wherever u r....just come to me.....
Am tired of writin poems and love songs....
I ain't a saint....but ain't a criminal either......have done more rights than wrongs......
......or am at least tryin'.....
I was never an obnoxious guy.....
To be good and humble...is somethin' i try.....
.......to do every single day of my ilfe.....
Nothin substantial in life comes easy.....
U gotta struggle....gotta strive...
And then with patience u shall survive.....
I wanna embark on a long journey...
Wanna dive into the depths of life....