Dnt know what to write...Dont know still any use of posting of a topic..I know i ve to study hard again...But throughout my life god taught me a lesson u wont be able to acheive anythng fully....i dont care how much efforts u are putting in...i wont give u what u are eligle for...my mind is filled with grief and hopeless only....i cleared my pee2 and final 1 st group taking no number of attempts..But its same way whatever i try or do...i wont be able to complete it....i am damn sure if someone else had verified my MICS i would ve got an exemption...Started studyng again...but not able to concentrate...all i feel is to quit...and adjust with the fact that its nt meant for me...dont know what kind of responds im going to receive from ur sides...same words same sentences i read again and again but failed to get any positive notes from it....it was a families dream.....i cant bear the tensions and sorrows of my family members anymore becoz of me