i have never tasted success

lakshay (ipcc) (581 Points)

13 January 2011  

i have never tasted success in my life...though at many times in my life i feel as if ki from now i have to work hard and have to change my life..but the result is not up to the mark

like in 12th before 3 months , i said to myself of working hard and get into srcc...i also worked hard but i just got 75%..ab when i hear students saying that they got 90% in 12th by just studying for 1 month , i feel as if i am dumb..

same with cpt...i worked damn hard for 1 month..i wanted to get a rank but i just got 128...which students get without even studying..

now my ipcc attempt is in may ..both grps ..

i want to pass with flying colours..i motivate myself continously but when i think of my past.i feel as if i wud eventually end up failing in ipcc ...sometimes i think that india mein muhjse bahut intelligent students hain..i am nothing in front of them

wats wrong with me ?