God can you give me my 8 years back

uma.. (CA FINAL) (612 Points)

27 November 2012  

Friends

 

I dont know where to go

 

I cant share this with any of my friends since they will think i have gonna mad

 

Day by day i am going into depression

 

It was about 8 years back when i was a bright student

 

loved logics 

 

want to do something unique

 

ineterted in engineering but listen to others

 

and got to know CA is far better than engineering and a reputed course\

 

joined CA with excitement 

 

bought prospectus the very next day after 12th board exam

 

joined cpt and cleared with distinction

 

joined office since i was in pcc

 

initially doesnt understand wat its all about

 

did only accounting work

 

than thought it may be since it beginning 

 

may be i will learn something interesting later on

 

and 3 years went like this

 

got to know practically it is all about figures and saving tax of clients

 

lost my all excitement

 

now it was too late to know that CA is not my cup of tea

 

i cant change my career any more

 

i have to complete this for my parents

 

and presently i have given CA final exams

 

my friends completed engineering 2 years back

 

enjoyed college life

 

working in reputed companies and working on international projects

 

and i 

 

lost my golden days of college

 

and now

 

after becoming chartered have to stuggle for a job of 3lakh per annum

 

 

 

I have done a biggest mistake of my life

 

by listening others and not to my heart

 

God give me my 8 years back please please please