effects of leaving the first attempt??

Hi everyone,

Actually i had to take my PCC examination in cuming november.

but happening of sum events belonging to me ordered me to postpone it for next attempt. so i have to.

am feeling very sorry to myself. am a rankholder in CPT,,,i wanted to keep da same words forever but now i had to leave the first attempt of my PCC.

i believe in that first attempt is the best attempt.but i cant make use of it.

......i think am missing sumthing.

can any one tell me and suggest me how to make a substitute of those looses.

am going mad.............