Disappointing result, what should I do?

Ashish Agarwal (Service) (40 Points)

18 January 2009  

My second group of C.A. Final is still pending. I appeared in Nov.2008 exams, performed very well; I was expecting around 220 marks, I got only 173. Last two attempts brought 187 and 192. My parents are talking about my marriage. I love auditing but not many C.A. firms  pay handsome amount to semiqualifieds. Iam 29 years old. C.A. Final has has taken away all the happiness of my life ( so many attempts). Could my bad performance in Nov.2008 exam be attributed to bad result percentage this time? I gave my best performance this time but marks obtained were worse as compared to previous attempts. What should I do?