Hi everyone.
Age 29. Female married. CA final group 2 left. appearing in Dec 21, that will be my 13 th attempt. Work experience articleship and 2 years post articleship same firm.
Now I have work gap of 4 years . I am very much tensed and depressed. In last 4 years many times I appeared in exams and failed and many times I skipped. I was in depression due to this and couldn't focus on my mental and physical health due to which I have gained weight.
now I don't have CA degree, don't have work experience, don't have good body. No company is hiring me if I'm applying.
At last again I am motivating myself to give last try in Dec 21 exams.
I am very much tensed for my future. I always go into depression thinking that where I am today, why I did this and what I am doing with my dreams.
I was very ambitious and studious and self motivated person years ago. Now nothing seems right. No one is there to guide me or understand my pain.
can anybody help me with their words what should I do? Or can anybody guide me.
Don't think about your past. Focus on your present. Firstly focus on clearing group 2. Since you have cleared group 1 already it should motivate you that you can clear group 2 as well. Meanwhile if you want you can focus on reducing your weight. Remember that change will happen slowly but steadily. The fact you think you need guidance shows that you know your weakness and with some effort you can try to reduce and gradually overcome it. Don't overthink and don't take too much stress. You are still young. Even if takes longer to achieve your dreams, when you are old, you should atleast not regret that you didn't try!
Slow but steady wins the race! It is said that do your best, God will do the rest but do remember that God helps those who help themselves! All the Best!
CAclubindia
