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Hi iam asha I have failed in cpt for more than 3attempts bt my passion is to become a CA. All the time it comes to the near of success bt I have not tasted the taste of success till now.I like to lead my life as a CA bt iam not even able to clear a simple one. iam from science background. Bt till iam not able to clear it. Now my parents had joined me clg so that iam now studying both. Bt my failure causes me to be some demotivated. I just want to be not asha and CA. Asha in future please help me to have a successful life as a CA.